Can i bring myself to say the things that I am about to spill to the wonderful world of the internet? Can i trust the internet with my thoughts, and feelings?? Hell, who cares...

Can i trust the internet, or perhaps the people who make their lives on the web more important than their lives in the real world? It's funny that i say that, because that was me just a few years back. I mean, like whenever i got home, i would get on the internet faster than someone could say "Pea Soup". And i wouldn't even talk to my parents... my mom once stopped me, and asked me "Whats going on in that pretty little mind of yours?" And i sadly, and blankly replied "Nothing". My mind had become so warped into the internet life, that outside of my little red chair, and my computer screen... I was nothing. Absolutely nothing. I had lost alot of my friends from the outside world... and they think that i'm a total freak now. It's kind of funny too... my closest friends are now my greatest enemies. One girl that used to be a really good friend of mine... didn't even recognize me, until the teacher called role.

I'm not saying that i lost all of my friends. I mean i do have my friends. Like Lexi, Tracie, Thomas, and so much more... but these people that go on the internet and tell people "Your my only friend" I mean come on! get a life... i'll bet you 5 bucks that you don't even know this person's real first name... what is a friend if you don't even know their name? Again, what am i talking about? Majority of friendships start with a "Hello, will you be my friend? (even though you might be a crazed serial killer out to get me and my family)"

Oh my god, i just realized that i just wrote a long journal entry.... LOL of course, it most likely doesn't even make sense, and I look like i just drank a bottle of vodka... or... wine